Realization~~

Just now attended the SMCGC music n testimony night..it was a great event I would like to say to the committee and everyone who were involved a job well done :)..

Anywayss throughout the whole event it dawned to me..how important PRAYER is and made me realize how I have prayed less and less when the going gets tough...been having so many pend up stress in me..where there are so many things just going through my head..till I was just fed up..plain fed up of things happening around me..

I just did not seem to even want to care of my work and just felt useless as things just seems to be out of my hands..my confidence level went from a average to ground zero..my head seems to be looking down instead of up..people have even noticed the change in my attitude..

Whatever I have been doing things these pass few weeks I have been doing things aimlessly without any goals and with that resulting in getting no success at all..so I would like to say sorry to those people who were affected by my mood these pass few weeks or maybe months which can be easily be summed up as EMO~~ Hahaha..

But after tonight was I was listening to the testimony given by the few SMCGC members of how important prayer it really hit me hard that I have thought I was alone in these midst of troubles and I have tried to carry all the worries on my shoulders..instead of looking to God for help who is ever knowing and ever loving..and also friends around who really do care for me :)

To everyone I would like to thank those who cared and a few who listened to my troubles I don't need to list down names but I am ever grateful to have met you great people =D for making me feel that I am not alone in this midst of troubles in your little ways of caring..

Ciaozzz

Shea 22 (konglong+ pig) ahahaha